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The very thing we want is sometimes what we resist most. We have been taught not to trust it and so would rather not open ourselves up to it. We would rather have control over everything, rather than trust that things are falling into place exactly as it should. We need to be flexible and adaptable to what is happening and take good care of ourselves so that our sensitivities can guide us, rather than absorb all the negativity around us to the point of making us feel lost in the illusion.
The answers do not exist outside of ourselves except for in cooperation with each other, where we can find inspiration. What is outside of ourselves is usually taking advantage of our disempowerment and fear in the face of the unknown. The unknown though holds our potential, our creative spiritual energy and our dreams. Our intentions are the navigation tool and our trust in ourselves is how the pilot needs to fly the craft, while being humble enough to hear the important insights and messages if anything needs adjustment or correction.
However things show up, whether positive or negative, does not show us success or failure, that is duality and it fixes our self worth to something false. Positives and negatives give us the building blocks we need to reach our deeper goals and our soul mission, it teaches us to stay balanced and to find our wholeness through the lessons and blessings. This World is always giving us something to react to, this is where our only free-will exists, how are we going to react.
This is the only place we can exercise any control and if we could use control in this way we can refine our natures, pause and think twice before flying off the handle and we can begin to find more liberation in just being ourselves, rather than getting undone and derailed over everything - that is when we really lose control. When we are truly ourselves because we have tamed other impulses that cause us regrets, pain and misery — than we have gotten a grip and we recognize our Dream Spirit Warrior energy that can handle anything. It can also tackle the darkest forces on Earth through the sheer power of its divinity — which is something we all have.
This is where we will find a real sense of self worth cause we will feel proud of ourselves and we will also see that what is playing out, is pushing us to the edge for a reason and sometimes the greatest epiphany that can come from this, is in knowing our greatest protection lies in our inner strength and devotion to walking a path of integrity, love and wisdom and letting life show us how to embody it through what it teaches us. Have control over the self and not over life and others and watch how things harmonize and heal and fall into place….
There is a greater intelligence that we are linked with, who is a part of our Multi-dimensional body. It wants to inform and teach the lower aspects of mind, emotions and ego that fall into fear, suffering, pain and the need for control — how to step up to true empowerment so that our greater selves are guiding the way, rather than the parts of ourselves that feel crippled and broken by this reality….